bismillahhirahmannirahim

senyum kan sedekah

hemm, at this moment,I'm not mad anymore

I read a book- terbace pasal something yang aku tak pernah terfikir sebelum ni

WHAT IS YOUR DREAM?

aku tak pernah terfikir pun ape yang aku impikan

impian tak sama dengan cita- cita aku yang nak jadi doktor tak jadi tu, tak serupa dengan lawyer yang kena reject because of my poor english level , pharmasist yang terkubur ditengah jalan walaupun aku sangat sukai ubat- ubat. aku tak pernah terfikir apa impian aku,
actually this question has a very simple answer. my dream is I want an eternal happiness, here and hereafter.

then another question arise- what will i give in order to achieve it?
I have no answer.
can people be happy without any suffering? no- stupid question.
how people want to be happy then?
by solving the problems and not run away - be matured by learning all the mistakes.
nothing in this world is eternal by the way, so as happiness. but eternal hapiness exist for people who always greatful with what they have. although sometimes it seem so inadequate, insufficient.

its not hard Aina to say Alhamdullilah for everything that you done
its not hard too aina to say asthaghfirullah for the wrong thing that you have done- asked for Allah forgiveness.
you will not loss anything if you start your work with Bismillahirahmannirahim.
why it has been so hard for you?

Syakir is right, I'm changing too much- in negative way

bilalah Allah nak bukak pintu hati aku?

aina, bila- bila masa aja tuhan boleh tarik nikmat yang Dia beri kat kau. Tengok macam orang yang kena gilis dengan lori tu, hancur kaki dia within a second. Kun Fayakun. Jadi, maka jadilah.

terlalu sukarkah untuk jadi manusia yang bersyukur cik nurul aina oii?

aku sukakan debate. as for me, debate is the art of expressing yourself- give opinions, as debate build my sely trust, sharpen my critical thinking... maybe im not qualified enough to be a debater...

what would youguys think?