Friday, September 18, 2009

raya datang lagi

senyum kan sedekah

selamat hari raya yer kawan- kawan!!

maaf zahir dan batin

semoga hari raya ni memberi sejuta rahmat kepada kita semua- insyaAllah.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

bismillahhirahmannirahim

senyum kan sedekah

hemm, at this moment,I'm not mad anymore

I read a book- terbace pasal something yang aku tak pernah terfikir sebelum ni

WHAT IS YOUR DREAM?

aku tak pernah terfikir pun ape yang aku impikan

impian tak sama dengan cita- cita aku yang nak jadi doktor tak jadi tu, tak serupa dengan lawyer yang kena reject because of my poor english level , pharmasist yang terkubur ditengah jalan walaupun aku sangat sukai ubat- ubat. aku tak pernah terfikir apa impian aku,
actually this question has a very simple answer. my dream is I want an eternal happiness, here and hereafter.

then another question arise- what will i give in order to achieve it?
I have no answer.
can people be happy without any suffering? no- stupid question.
how people want to be happy then?
by solving the problems and not run away - be matured by learning all the mistakes.
nothing in this world is eternal by the way, so as happiness. but eternal hapiness exist for people who always greatful with what they have. although sometimes it seem so inadequate, insufficient.

its not hard Aina to say Alhamdullilah for everything that you done
its not hard too aina to say asthaghfirullah for the wrong thing that you have done- asked for Allah forgiveness.
you will not loss anything if you start your work with Bismillahirahmannirahim.
why it has been so hard for you?

Syakir is right, I'm changing too much- in negative way

bilalah Allah nak bukak pintu hati aku?

aina, bila- bila masa aja tuhan boleh tarik nikmat yang Dia beri kat kau. Tengok macam orang yang kena gilis dengan lori tu, hancur kaki dia within a second. Kun Fayakun. Jadi, maka jadilah.

terlalu sukarkah untuk jadi manusia yang bersyukur cik nurul aina oii?

aku sukakan debate. as for me, debate is the art of expressing yourself- give opinions, as debate build my sely trust, sharpen my critical thinking... maybe im not qualified enough to be a debater...

what would youguys think?

this post is for adderly and noel- you guys are so MEAN!!!!

senyum kan sedekah

im not going to smile anymore coz I pissed off!!!!!

tak patut korang treat kami macam tu!!!

At least cakap lah ada kerja ker

BOLEH PAKAI TELEFON, TEXT MESSAGE KER!!!

BAGITAHU!!!!

aku tak pernah ponteng pun training tapi ni yang korang treat aku.isk isk

GERAMNYA!!!

jahat nyer korANG!!

noel- kau cakap suruh aku datang kan - walaupun vidya dah baliK kg, doesnt mean yang aku pun boleh skip jugak!!
I was waiting you for ONE hour macam CIPAN!!! alih alih kau tak datang.

you guys tak patut treat kami macam ni, at least kalau nak keluar ke, ada kerja ker, nak pergi enjoy ker,
cakaplah, textlah, or pick up our call. ni, asal call jer, masuk voice mail -kena bayar, last2 tak dapat reach korang jugak
dont treat us like statue, because we are human too, have feeling and honestly, i was very very very sakit hati.

i am very disappointed with youguys today. sangat- sangat. Tuhan jer yang tahu


i waS willing to come although I had classes non stop from noon to 6.30 pm. why you treat us like that??

i respect youguys, but is this act is justified?

my agreement with you noel- it is void

Monday, September 14, 2009

duniaku hari ini

agama untuk mengajar manusia mengerti antara satu sama lain, bertolak ansur, menghormati hak masing masing, bukan gila kuasa, pertumpahan darah untuk memuaskan tuntutan nafsu yang tak berkesudahan

anak anak menangis sendirian, bersorangan di dunia, ketakutan, remaja berusia belasan tahun mengangkat batu; batu kecil untuk menghalang daripade tanah tumpah darah mereka diceroboh,

merayu agar tidak diganggu. menghalang penceroboh memusnahkan rumah yang mereka miliki
akhirnya mereka dibunuh tanpa keperimaknusiaan
digilis gengan kereta kebal,
ditembak sehingga hancur tubuh mereka yang kecil

apa yang saudara seagama mereka- lebih dari satu billion buat?
apa msia lain buat- manusia lain yang ada kaki. mulut. mata . tangan, hati dan manusia yang tahu rasa sakit seperti mereka?

tangisan mereka sudah terlalu kering,
air mata darah sudah seolah tidak lagi bererti

bagaimana lagi yang harus mereka lakukan agar penderitaan yang dialami
diakhiri?

puisi buat anak palestin



Tangis sendu mereka
bagai terngiang di cuping telinga
dekat dan merintih manja
minta belai dan kasih mesra

Tangis anak Palestin itu
bukan cuma sekadar pengharapan
yang kini makin pudar
dimamah gelombang kesatuan yang kian hilang

Anak Palestin itu
menuntut harap
meminta belas
menagih sekota rasa

Bila Ibu ayah mereka kini syahid
Bila negara mereka dirobek rakus
Bila Hidup mereka kian pupus
Dan Pemimpin mereka kini semulusnya
mengikat janji
malara damai
yang tidak kunjung
kerana bangsa yang menggila itu
bukan pemberi simpati
dan rakusnya mereka meratah
tubuh-tubuh yang tidak bersalah

Bangkitlah laungan kesatuan
dalam perjuangan
dalam pengorbanan
dari segenap alam

Kita sebahagian dari mereka
mereka sebahagian dari kita

Hingga lontaran bebatu kerikil jalanan
menghambat 'Yahudi' durjana
dan Islam yang tercinta
pasti ternobat jua akhirnya

Monday, September 7, 2009

huhu- another wasting of time session

senyum kan sedekah

for more than one hour im trying to register as member of tv3, finally-
FAILED!!!

geramnya

i dont know what is the cause of my failure but maybe im using my broadband to the wrong purpose
hehe

takperlah.. laen kali leh layan lagi kan?

Sunday, September 6, 2009

morning!!

senyum kan sedekah

rase ari ni cam sabtu je..

kenapa dah hari isnin?? cepatnya masa berlalu..

ape yang ku taipkan?

senyum kan sedekah

Thought of the day: Fear is subjective, and so is opinions.(faris)

fear is subjective and so opinions.

definitely i agree with his statement

fear is subjective- sometimes it is bad but fear has its own good value.

some people might fear to do the wrong act because of the sin, the punishments and banning from other people.

im writing this post as an reply to faris older post about fear opinions to the killing, inhuman act.

fear is not wrong because here is when the feeling of safe is needed. the feeling of being protected is required. when the nature of the people that is created by Allah has fear, they will not kill each other, they will protect each other. they will fear of what goes around comes around. they scared if they will hurd other people. when fear is gone, they will kill each other, shamelessly doing immoral act. however all of sudden comes opinion.

"I think killing faris is justified because he hurt me. I think defame faris is justified because he is so arrogant and i'm sick of it."( just example, so Pah, I'm not defaming or hate your partner ok?)

opinion and fear is actually against each other.

fear of being outspoken or just opinion that I cant express mysely in the way I like.

or fear created a barrier that is going to limit the peoples opinion?

this complicated world with so many complicated people. complicated minds, unlimited needs with so many restrictions to do anything.

sometimes it is so scary to be alive( fear)
sometimes it is more scary whwn I think about hereafter world.


new word from faris- siesta -take a deep rest, live life to the fullest

the qoute for today- live, life and laugh


menyentuh tentang assimilasi, perkauman, jujur, aku pun hairan. kenapa susah sangat kita manusia yang ada hidung, mata, kaki,telinga tangan jari, mulut dan pelbagai lagi yang tuhan kurniakan walaupun berbeza saiz, panjang, besar, warna untuk hidup tanpa saling menyakiti antara satu sama lain. logiknya, kita semua kan manusia semua keturunan adam. tak kira kamu muslim ke bukan. kita bermafas dalam udara yang sama dan semua manusia akan mati. kenapa perlu bunuh manusia lain walaupun betapa bencinya kamu pada manusia itu? bukankah manusia tu akan mati gak ker?

sedangkan pembunuh dilepaskan atas dasar kemanusiaan, sedangkan pembunuh pun tak dibunuh oleh undang undang, apa hak kita untuk menafikan hak orang lain


aku sangat tak faham kenapa manusia bersikap bengong tak macam manusia


manusia bengong yang menggunakan keganasan untuk menyelesaikan masalah

yang mengikut kata hati yang busuk

yang dangki dan menyibuk pasal hak orang lain

bukankah setiap orang tuhan sudah sediakan rezeki masing masing?

jadi kenapa perlu sakit hati dengan orang lain

kita hidup bukan lama pun

mati jugak akhirnya

terlalu sedikit masa untuk rasa sakit hati

terlalu sedikit masa untuk membenci orang lain

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Friday, September 4, 2009

senyum kan sedekah

lagi satu, lupa pulak nak cakap.(lupa lagi)
aku ni sangat mudah kesian dan risau dan kesian kat orang lain. aku harap kau tak bergantung kt pain killers sebab benda tu bukan menghilangkan sakit, tapi meng'accumulate'kan kesakitan kau. i want you to have a happy life, you cant be happy if you are always sick.

sapa kata sakit hati tak ada ubat? adalah. masa adalah ubat sakit hati yang paling mujarab. memang kau boleh kata parut tu tetap ada tapi parut dah tak sakit lagi kan?

Adderly- my life saver

senyum kan sedekah

huhu what an unfortunate day for the girl like me.. huhu

I wanted to sit for my Acc test but the stupid thing is I forgot to bring along my calculator, my paper sheet, and my pencil case

I actually wake up at 6.30 am after having 2 and half hour of sleep, then , i went to kbm at 7.40 am. so, I wasn't rushing at all. all all those stuff I already placed it in one place which is in my study desk.

does anyone have the cure for my illnesses?


lucky me - adderly lent me his calculator and pah brought papers for me. so, this people is my life saver..

the test was fine, I got a balanced account but I don't think my entries was right. whatever it is, i just felt so relieved after this test ended.

to noel and faris, sorry for interrupting your peaceful morning.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

lagu untuk adderly

senyum kan sedekah

yesterday's debate practice i got a topic to be delivered in front of these people- adderly, oma, emy, fas-sya, pah, faris, mira, and kak azim. the topic is "Pluto". I feel a bit absurd without noel 'bulling' us during a debate session by using his dictatorship power.

hehe.

suddenly, during the session, someone was calling me and that person is nazrin.

and my phone's ringtone is - LET IT ROCK

so, all of them was looking at me and suddenly they laugh.

to adderly, my inspiration, i dadicated this song :

Artist: Kevin Rudolf
Let It Rock
(Feat. Lil' Wayne)
(Verse 1: Kevin Rudolf)

I see your dirty face
Hide behind your collar
What is done in vain
Truth is hard to swallow

So you pray to God
To justify the way you live a lie, live a lie, live a lie
And you take your time
And you do your crime
Well you made your bed
I'm in mine
(
Chorus)
Because when I arrive

I, I'll bring the fire
Make you come alive
I can take you higher
What this is, forgot?
I must now remind you
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
(Verse 2: Kevin Rudolf)
Now the son's disgraced
He, who knew his father
When he cursed his name
Turned, and chased the dollar
But it broke his heart
So he stuck his middle finger
To the world
To the world
To the world
And you take your time
And you stand in line
Well you'll get what's yours
I got mine

ceritera hari ini

tetibe aje tak pernah PM Zainuddin cerites pasal student KBM yang kena tangkap basah kat pulau Melaka. Dia nak kami insaf and honestly aku berdoa aku tak buat kesilapan macam tue.
hari ini beliau juga banyak bercerita.. huhu

my brand new hair

segalanya dalam kenangan

open heart comments

can I give a comment to some people?

of course- its my right since this blog is my territory.

back then in ADS class- some people, who i dont know looks like want to mencapap or literal words- mencari publicity or attention seekers. Im not saying that seeking for attention is wrong but sometimes dont let the third party hurt because of your act. for example durng a presentation - when your classmate is delivering his speech, do not say that what is delivered by them is wrong because they have already worked hard on it. try their best to make you guys listen. its hard for certain people like my friends. what are your feeling when other people say that you are not answering the question? all of your effort are going to be waste. pliz dont effect the lectures on you guys ability to detect other people weakness!! hello, NOBODY PERFECT. appreciate other people work. people will appreciate yours too.

I hate to see when my friend kena tembak dengan statement awak tak menjawab soalan saya. come on you guys- its a win win situation. no need to produce this statement or to argue with the presenter. ceria ceria selalu


spongebob is a gay

what an interesting topic to be argued with!!

Im not going to argue with this just want to tell something.
because of my memory problems, I dont want to forget this:

Gay is defined by faris as happiness, as the ancient or the originated version of the meaning of this word, precisely suit with spongebob character- happy, doing everything with fun and to the fullest, honest and sincerity . suddenly in that moment its thought across my mind- would real people in this real world exist like the man in sponge? I back to oppose.

till then, chow and selamat bersahur

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

bila kelas citu bermula

senyum kan sedekah, senyum-senyumlah


maka ramailah mereka yang tak menghadirkan diri, mengantuk

termasuk aku..

huhu, sadis, tapi, itulah hakikatnyer


aku start bimbang ape yang akan aku tulis dalam kertas final citu aku

huhu,

ustaz, tahukah ustaz aku sayang padamu??